HARLEM RIVER DRIVE LINER NOTES
Produced, mixed and engineered by Gabriel Sullivan
All songs recorded at Dust & Stone Recording Studio unless otherwise noted.
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The Mother Higgins Children's Band:
William B. Sedlmayr
Gabriel Sullivan
Connor Gallaher
Thoger Lund
Jason Urman
Winston Watson
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To Gabriel Sullivan, who took on the challenge of my second record and gave it hell - this is our record, brother.
Billy thanks the Mother Higgins Children's Band - "the best goddam group a guys I've ever played with."
Thanks also to MHCB's French Cousins in Nantes, France.
To the players and vocalists who lent their talents to this record - you put it over the top.
Thanks to Leo Schwamm for his work .
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2018 Fell City Records
Cover Photo by Jake Sullivan
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Germany
W. B. Sedlmayr
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Over the Baltic Sea, touch down in Germany
A young mother’s face in the Indian embassy
Kids will cry, you know they will fuss
Sarah draws and blows away the crayon dust
Rain begins to spit
First a drop, then the whole world’s wet
She clench the clothes pins between her teeth,
Folds the sheets and brings in the laundry
Wage of slavery
It will drive some lovers crazy
Curves just like a river, she bends just how she please
The cliffs of her refusal, Pine Ridge to Wounded Knee
A man can buy a sack of pride at the dollar store
See you cannot break what ain’t been broke before
Rain begins to spit
First a drop, then the whole world’s wet
She clench the clothes pins between her teeth,
Folds the sheets and brings in the laundry
Wage of slavery
It will drive some lovers crazy
Wage of slavery
It will drive some lovers crazy
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Billy - Acoustic Guitar / Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Baritone Guitar
Connor - Pedal Steel
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Keyboards / Synth
Winston - Drums
Kaia Lacy - Harmony Vocals
My Father’s House
W. B. Sedlmayr
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Winter sets herself right down like UFOs
Over Oregon or Somewhere’s just the same
Summer is a combine, threshing fields of grain, but all she ever wants to do is rain, so strange
Pride’s a frightened silence tethered to a line, damp and rarely moving in the breeze
There are many mansions in my Father’s House
If someone asks me, this is where I’ll be
Carved in pachuco hieroglyphs, the seasons they tug on your wrist like a child, just like a, just like a child
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Backup Vocals
Connor - Electric Guitar
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Keys / Synth
Winston - Drums
Efrén Cruz Chávez - Congas
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Ocean
W. B. Sedlmayr
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When did I become this man
Swim, you might remember when
Runnin’ my fingers through the oil in your hair
I am drawn to the sea, past and present fools like me
It’s up to you and down to me, it’s true, it’s true, it’s true witchery
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Runnin’ my fingers through seaweed in your hair
Come, come back to me
Ice plants dot the shore line, tide pools each and every high tide
Ancient and you are a newborn
Calm before the very next storm
I believe that you is she
She is you and I is me
And feelin’ like, feelin’ like, feelin’ like I’m drifting out to you and me on the seaboard
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Runnin’ my fingers through seaweed in your hair
But you don’t care
I could be enough for you
Open myself up if you want me to
Predestined, I get lost in watching you
Calm is the daughter
Wind, then the martyr
Thunder speaks, casting nets down to me, down to you
Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Honey, Honey, Honey, Honey, Honey and Kelp
Runnin’ my fingers through bodies on top of the air
But you don’t care
Unto you, I will confide, pale white bodies adrift on the tide
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Effects
Connor - Electric Guitar
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Synth
Winston - Drums
Recorded Live
White Powder Ma
W.B. Sedlmayr / M. Davis R.I.P.
These, my empty pockets
Would you fill them up with lies
Defeated, broken soldiers
Under southeast Asian skies
White Powder Ma
White Powder Ma
Smear my face with charcoal
Tie me off into the night
Somewhere where the sleep don’t end
And everything’s alright
White Powder Ma
White Powder Ma
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Hard to believe that it all comes down 2 U
I can see what this place has done 2 U
These, my empty pockets
Would you fill them up with lies
Defeated, broken soldiers
Circa 1965
White Powder Ma
White Powder Ma
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Lead Guitar Solo / Backup Vocals
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Organ / Backup Vocals
Winston - Drums / Backup Vocals
Brian Lopez - Electric Guitar
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So Good To So Bad
Shel Silverstein
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Acoustic Guitar / Mandolin / Steel Guitar
Thøger - Stand-up Bass
Jason - Accordion
Tom Walbank - Harmonica
Jack Sterbis - Drums
Recorded at Waterworks Recording
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Harlem River Drive
W.B. Sedlmayr / L. Schwamm
There’s a big black hole where I throw my time
Buckets and buckets full, my words, my rhymes
And I distract myself from the things that hurt
And we weaponize love ‘n I feel like dirt
And it’s a matter of trust
When you hold me tight
Won’t leave you alone
In the dark of night
‘N I guess it’s bad luck
And I’m so tired
You light another cigarette
You light the bed on fire
Tell everyone I’m sorry for all I’ve said and done
This road goes on forever
I’m ready to grow young
The innocence when you arrive
Was lost upon Harlem River Drive
And there’s one last thing
If you’re walking blind
Must you die, to know you was alive
Tell everyone I’m sorry, so sorry, for all I said and done
This road, this road, goes on forever,
I’m ready, ready to grow young
I’m ready to grow young
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Billy - Vocals
Leo Schwamm - Acoustic Guitar
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Drums / Stand-up Bass / Harmony Vocals
Jason - Synth
Jon Villa - Trumpet
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Cloudless
W.B.Sedlmayr/C.Engelbert
Seamless jet trail,Cheeks pressed against the sun
The moon recalls the unmade bed
All the things we get done
Funerals in heaven cry amongst the birds
Lead the blind toward s the deaf and let them be heard
Cloudless... Cloudless...
Cloudless stranger hidden in a frame
The grainy alchemy of light, Reflects the strangers name
The wolves confess their lonely cry,An updraft falling down
Like snow in summer darling,It just melts to the ground
Cloudless... Cloudless
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Backup Vocals
Connor - Electric Guitar
Thøger - Bass / Backup Vocals
Jason - Keyboards / Synth / Backup Vocals
Winston - Drums / Backup Vocals
Lori LeChien - Vocals
Recorded at Waterworks Recording
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Stoney Coat
W.B. Sedlmayr
I’m an empty house, chock full of holes
My eyes are not the windows to my soul
I ain’t been painted for some twenty-odd years
On a layaway plan from Penny’s or Sears
Bougainvilleas crawlin’ up the steps
Just another nonconformist narcissist
Ah ya-hoo
In my Stoney Coat
Well, my mom and dad
They’re still here
See, I’m at my best when I hold back my tears
And now a rock, washed from a stone
And on that day, you’ll runaway home
And then one day, by god, you’re on your own
And on that day you’ll drive off all alone
Well, I went to a priest, then I hired me a private detective
Skippin’ stones, rent-to-own,
Picked up a Shopper where the kids go unprotected
Yeah, I’m infected
Ah ya-hoo, in my Stony Coat, in my Stoney Coat
At ya-hoo, in my Stony Coat, in my Stoney Coat
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Billy - Acoustic Guitar / Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Percussion
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Keyboard / Synth
Winston - Drums
Leo Schwamm - Guitar
Katherine Byrnes - Vocals
Jean-Patrick Cosset - Keys
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Teenage Jesus and the Tattooed Love Boys
W.B. Sedlmayr
Jesus, he didn’t get no letters, no postcards sayin’ ‘hey, wish you was here’.
It didn’t seem to bother him none, least he never made mention of it.
And you couldn’t read nothin’ from his eyes, they was a deep green color
Somewhere between desperation and courage, givin’ up no secrets
Like, like a dog caught out in the rain
The rest of us, well I guess we weren’t that strong
Each evening brought the sound of keys, slapppin’ them letters down between the bars
We’d all watch for the man to stop off at our cell, like he was carryin’ pardon papers or somethin’
But most nights, we cursed the unkind angels for a world that wouldn’t even scribble down a goddam note to remind us we was still alive
And as the years went by, we wrote letters, sonnets, tore ‘em up and wrote ‘em again
And I guess sometimes it hurt real bad - that hollow, empty feeling that sez ‘you ain’t worth a stamp or the spit to send it on’
But Jesus, he’d just grin and tell you Sancho was back home tearin’ up the old lady and her pinche perfumed letters
and that in a hundred years, who’d really give a shit anyways
And so, you see,
As tough as you are,
Somebody is always tougher.
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Billy - Spoken Word
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Naturally (She’s a Woman)
W.B. Sedlmayr / G. Sullivan
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Take the paintings from the wall, Ma
And pull the sheets up off the bed
If this sickness takes my body
To please make sure that I am dead
Naturally, she’s a woman
Naturally, she’s my girl
These granite gardens hold no secrets
Just the sound as the wind plays through the wire
A wooden box to keep my body
A cross of wood to mark my time
Naturally, she’s a woman
Naturally, she’s my girl
Much, much further on
Lights a second cigarette from the stove
I can’t hear nobody at home
‘Cause there’s no one left at home
Naturally, she’s a woman
Naturally, she’s my girl
Naturally, she’s a woman
Naturally, she’s my girl
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Billy - Acoustic Guitar / Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Backup Vocals
Connor - Pedal Steel
Thøger - Bass
Winston - Drums
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Son of Sunoco
W. B. Sedlmayr
’64 Impala
Mud flaps and fender skirts
There’s a rosary hung on the rear view
Same old sponge dice thrown in the back
Now, my woman’s built like a fine machine
Her tongue it tastes like, tastes like STP
That’s okay man, ‘cause it don’t bother me
That’s okay man, ‘cause that don’t bother me
When we drive up from the bottom
All the way up to the top
Exit ramps and weigh stations
Heed the signs, be sure to stop
4-barrel carbs, 2 speed power slide
Houston ‘cross the bridge to Rural Rt.25
Upper Greenwood Lake down to Hoboken
Held up 17, man, son of Sunoco
Now we drive up from the bottom
All the way up to the top
Exit ramps and weigh stations
Read the signs, be sure to stop
Ain’t no payphones in the City
Not a cab that you can hale
Ain’t no payphones in the City
Not a friend to go my bail
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Billy - Acoustic Guitar / Vocals
Gabriel - Electric Guitar / Backup Vocals / Whistle
Connor - Electric Guitar
Thøger - Bass
Jason - Keyboard / Synth
Winston - Drums
John Villa - Trumpet / Whistle
Chris Cacavas - Synth
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Apology
W. B. Sedlmayr / R. Hopkins
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Yaqui Rez Gulf station
We stop so she can pee
Her ribs like dead saguaro
Bear grass, sage, mesquite
Mountains with high foreheads
A turquoise waitress seems
To say her life is nothing more than an apology
The swollen tongue of summer’s
Flat gut power line
We idle at the railroad track
Splintered wooden sky
And over by that tall tree, they’ll scatter me with thieves
The sleep, the snap, the rope which sings,
One last apology
This is my apology
This is my apology
Exit ramp, weigh station
Standing medicine
Turn signal on, turn signal off
Cholla, saltbush, wind
These ashes shift and scattered
The moon now, will retrieve
To say that death ain’t nuthin’ more than life’s apology
This is my apology
This is my apology
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Billy - Vocals
Gabriel - Acoustic Guitar / Mandolin / Baritone Guitar / Bell
Connor - Pedal Steel
Jason - Organ
Thøger - Bass
Winston - Drums
Recorded at Waterworks Recording